God I feel you there.

  

Hey girls-  Latley the more time I spend alone with God I can hear him say"my child press into me. Let me hold you. Let me comfort you". Latley things in my life have not made sence. I have felt so aloe. I know God wants us to be reil with him. Yet how do we do that to the one who knows us better than we know ourself?  It is quite simple. If we feel like we need to cry inorde to let it out. Then we need to do that. He expects it. He wants us to be honist with him.

I feel so guilty right now. My God loves me and wants what is best for me. And latle instead of me pressing into him. I have been trying to hide from him. Trying to hide my fellings from him. Yet I know in my hart that God does not want that to happon.

God tells us as his children to let him hold us. Let him show us that we are not alone. Do not hide your face from him. Do not try and put on a happy face infrunt of him. Let God see the reial you and let him help you.

When life gets hard

We are called to trust and lean on God. 

How do you do just that when your life is just not going the way you know it should?  I do not know about you but for me I have to just humble myself like a child and let my father hold me. What better place to be then in the comforts lap. When you need some strong arms to hold you and comfort you. We all need someone in our life to hold us together when nothing is going right. What better person to hold you up and hold you together than the one who made you. 

So why is he the last person we tend to go to?  Many it is because we are putting the blame on him for what we are going threw. I know how could we blame the one who always has our back for what we are going threw.  So why are we so quick to do that? Many it is because are hart knows who is really to blame,but our flesh gets the best of us. 

So how do we turn it around and blame the person who deserves the blame? Well for me it is to run into Gods arms and let her hold you and Gide you. Before you let your mined wonder.  I know easer said then dune. But if we want to save ourself from the pain and shame from blaming our father for something he did not do to us. Run to him and let him help you see who is truly responsible for making you feel so a mess. 

Let's clean up our mess and run to the one who loves in spite of our mess.       

When your hart is filled with tears.

Question. Do you ever feel like your hart is full of tears?   Well that is how I have felt for the last week or so.  Why? You might be asking. Because God is trying to show me to hold on to him when I feel like there is nothing else I can hold on to. Lately I feel like someone has taken my moat prized possession from me. You see there have been things that I Chadian moats that have been broken. Not objects you can see mainly ones you can't see. Like trust and faith in people.   Has there ever been a time in your life that someone broke your trust in them? Well that has been where I am. And God is trying to show me that in every situation I can always count on him. When we can no longer trust or turn to the person we uesed to. He is the one person who will always be there for me  Which is so comforting to me.   It is so hard when someone you uesed to truss pertrayed your trust. But there was stood newsGod will never do that to you. We always have a true friend in God who will never pertray us. But sometimes the lesson he will teach us will be a hard lesson to learn.  But we can always trust him because he always has our best interest in mined.