What to do when your plain is not Gods plain?
Have you ever ben there? Well that is where I am right now.
You see I have discovered that my plain and my dream for my life is not Gods plain for my life.
Well me plain for me life sense I was in kindergarten was to finish high school and go to collage and become a special needs teacher.
Well part of my dream has ben loast. Which is me finishing high school.
Yes I have found myself asking why. God why are you taking my dream from me?
Have I not tried hard enough? Is me wanting to prove those people wrong that told me I would never graduate wrong? (ever ben there)
Well if you have never ben in a similar circumstance you will fined yourself there one day.
I know what you are thinking how is there a bright side to this depressing story.
Well let me explain. Just like God never gave some people in the Bible things that they wanted like Rebecca. Yet he still used her for bigger and better things. It is really hard for me to see how God is going to use me in a bigger and better way than I could ever imagine .
All I have seen my hole life is God using me with special need kids and he can still do that.
I just have to trust in his plain and let him gide me threw this. I know today was moastley about mothers, but at my church today the message was about the real struggles of a Christian woman. It really hit me how there plain was not Gods plain and yes they cryed and weped over it. Yet God still used them threw it.
So if you ever think that just because your dream or plain happens to not be Gods plain that you can not be used look at the women in the Bible who God still used in a mighty way.


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